Monday, February 9, 2009

the weigh it is

I haven't seen my weight in over a year. They (my dietitian, psychologist and doctor) only tell me it's stable. Right, stable. I've been maintaining within a few pounds, but it's been over a year. Normally, I would have been up and down 50+ lbs. This is completely new to me.

What bothers me in body image fluctuation. One week I look like I've gained 10lbs, but my weight remains stable.

I, almost, can't take it anymore. I've only eaten a little bit today. I should eat more, but it is difficult to look at my abdomen and want to eat.

Today has been rough.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Show us the belly Adam! No pics, it's not true!