Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I wish I had robot insurance

Robot taking over the world seems a bit... apocalyptic? But FOX News is determined on making this Terminator Theory more threatening than it really is.

To explore: What if computer took over worldly operations? For one, we all would be significantly more efficient. Everything would have a reason – nothing random. Also, there would be a single currency and the world financial markets would be perfectly stable. Not that it would matter. 'Cause I assume computers don't need money, thus it would only be used by individuals. The nebulous world of hedge funds, dirivatives, mortgages and other computer system tracked banking would be obsolete. Cash would be the only currency. And it would be worth its weight in paper.

Monday, February 9, 2009

The Repost

And I will post it as I've found it, with a preface: The author may be a genius.

A book review for The Secret found on amazon.com.

“Please allow me to share with you how “The Secret” changed my life and in a very real and substantive way allowed me to overcome a severe crisis in my personal life. It is well known that the premise of “The Secret” is the science of attracting the things in life that you desire and need and in removing from your life those things that you don’t want. Before finding this book, I knew nothing of these principles, the process of positive visualization, and had actually engaged in reckless behaviors to the point of endangering my own life and wellbeing.

At age 36, I found myself in a medium security prison serving 3-5 years for destruction of government property and public intoxication. This was stiff punishment for drunkenly defecating in a mailbox but as the judge pointed out, this was my third conviction for the exact same crime. I obviously had an alcohol problem and a deep and intense disrespect for the postal system, but even more importantly I was ignoring the very fabric of our metaphysical reality and inviting destructive influences into my life.

My fourth day in prison was the first day that I was allowed in general population and while in the recreation yard I was approached by a prisoner named Marcus who calmly informed me that as a new prisoner I had been purchased by him for three packs of Winston cigarettes and 8 ounces of Pruno (prison wine). Marcus elaborated further that I could expect to be [...] raped by him on a daily basis and that I had pretty eyes. Needless to say, I was deeply shocked that my life had sunk to this level. Although I’ve never been homophobic I was discovering that I was very rape phobic and dismayed by my overall personal street value of roughly $15. I returned to my cell and sat very quietly, searching myself for answers on how I could improve my life and distance myself from harmful outside influences. At that point, in what I consider to be a miraculous moment, my cell mate Jim Norton informed me that he knew about the Marcus situation and that he had something that could solve my problems. He handed me a copy of “The Secret”. Normally I wouldn’t have turned to a self help book to resolve such a severe and immediate threat but I literally didn’t have any other available alternatives. I immediately opened the book and began to read.

The first few chapters deal with the essence of something called the “Law of Attraction” in which a primal universal force is available to us and can be harnessed for the betterment of our lives. The theoretical nature of the first few chapters wasn’t exactly putting me at peace. In fact, I had never meditated and had great difficulty with closing out the chaotic noises of the prison and visualizing the positive changes that I so dearly needed. It was when I reached Chapter 6 “The Secret to Relationships” that I realized how this book could help me distance myself from Marcus and his negative intentions. Starting with chapter six there was a cavity carved into the book and in that cavity was a prison shiv. This particular shiv was a toothbrush with a handle that had been repeatedly melted and ground into a razor sharp point.

The next day in the exercise yard I carried “The Secret” with me and when Marcus approached me I opened the book and stabbed him in the neck. The next eight weeks in solitary confinement provided ample time to practice positive visualization and the 16 hours per day of absolute darkness actually made visualization about the only thing that I actually could do. I’m not sure that everybody’s life will be changed in such a dramatic way by this book but I’m very thankful to have found it and will continue to recommend it heartily.”

the weigh it is

I haven't seen my weight in over a year. They (my dietitian, psychologist and doctor) only tell me it's stable. Right, stable. I've been maintaining within a few pounds, but it's been over a year. Normally, I would have been up and down 50+ lbs. This is completely new to me.

What bothers me in body image fluctuation. One week I look like I've gained 10lbs, but my weight remains stable.

I, almost, can't take it anymore. I've only eaten a little bit today. I should eat more, but it is difficult to look at my abdomen and want to eat.

Today has been rough.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Bill Gates releases malaria

Thought this was something everyone should read. I felt, fortunately, lucky to have an individual with such money and power in the world to have a soul.
it surprised me. Gates is a good man, now that he has conquered the world.

His heart is in the right place, even is it is a rather crass method of appealig to the masses.

Thanks, Bill.